Lagi ingin menikmati hidup gw yang penuh sepi dan kenangan..

already was let go, I do not want to bring up the past, if you love and love me, come with me and say I love you and do not want to lose you, why should you come, as if to crush me again, you do not know how much I love you and do not want to lose your .. but it seems you're toying with me ..

The innocent can never last
Wake me up when all ends

Like my love come to go
...there has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out

...'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

I was wrong judge you, you come to things that make me wait a long time ago, but you just want to see me sad and cry for a second time, to have you come if you do not love me anymore, I really hope you, though I really hate you, honestly I love you until whenever .. if you want to go back, I'm still here, but if you hu...rt me again, gone is you disappeared from my life.

I heard you say yesterday, you came to me to bring my old wounds do not want one as before, do not want my taste to see her, because eternity is endless grief .. makes me helpless, I could not smile after losing power, I woke up endless thing remorse, maybe all of them let me know ... again and again, this failure ...

Kisah dlu w mengejar impian kesana..kesini..supaya w bsa terkenal..
w lelah dengan semua..turun naik apapun w jalani,cuma demi satu tujuan yg entah w bsa atau tindak...

Semuanya berawal dari temen w yg juga seorang figuran di layar lebar,terus dia ngajakin w untuk ikut daftar model di majalah-majalah..Hmmm,w pikir w coba-coba aja deh...ehh,pas w kirim persyaratan yg tertulis dimajalah 3hari kemudian w ditlpn
sama orang penyelangara nya(bisa diblang oraang PH nya kali yee),,trus ya w seneng dund namanya w gak niat ikutan,terus pas udah harinya tiba di mangga dua square w ikut pemilihan model ini,w gugup bgt tau..bisa dibilang w gak Pede..hahaha,,tpi kata temen w dah berpengalaman,temen w nyaranin supaya w gak gugup...

Disana juri nyuruh untuk jalan ketwoke and akting,,sedangkan w gak bisa itu semua...haha,,saking ketakutannya w gak bisa..w kekamar mandi wat buang air kecil..hahaha...
akhirnya giliran w,and w jalan ketmoke and akting,mau tau apa yg terjadi??juri blang itu smua bagus...w langung seneng bgt...^.^,,gak nyangka... akhirnya ywdh w bsa ngejalaninya dengan sempurnya,,w bsa casting film and iklan..hehehe..^^